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eve how it would affect me; I should break my heart! It is quite decided oh, positively it is-Tuesday I shall so look forward to it! And a charming little party we will be not too many, and so congenial! I shall quite long for the day.'

Saying which, Mrs Edgerley took her departure, keeping up her stream of talk while they all attended her to the door, and suffering no interruption. Mrs Atheling was by no means accustomed to so dashing and sudden an assault. She began slowly to bring up her reasons for declining the invitation as the carriage rolled away, carrying with it her tacit consent. She was quite at a loss to believe that this visit was real, as she returned into the encumbered parlour-such haste, patronage, and absoluteness were entirely out of Mrs Atheling's way.

"I have no doubt she is very kind," said the good mother, puzzled and much doubting; "but I am not at all sure that I approve of her-indeed, I think I would much rather you did not go."

"But she will expect us, mamma," said Agnes.

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That was unquestionable. Mrs Atheling sat very silent all the remainder of the day, pondering much upon this rapid and sudden visitation, and blaming herself greatly for her want of readiness. And then the poor child" who had no position, and whose duty it was to be a singer, was she a proper person to breathe the same air as Agnes and Marian? Bellevue was straiter in its ideas than Mayfair. The mother reflected with great self-reproach and painful doubts; for the girls were so pleased with the prospect, and it was so hard to deny them the expected pleasure. Mrs Atheling at last resigned herself with a sigh. If you must go, expect you to take great care whom you associate with," said Mrs Atheling, very pointedly; and she sent off their new purchases up-stairs, and gave her whole attention, with a certain energy and impatience, to the clearing of the room. This had not been by any means a satisfactory day.

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CHAPTER XXXIII.-GOING FROM HOME.

'My dear children," said Mrs Atheling solemnly," you have never been from home before."

Suddenly arrested by the solemnity of this preamble, the girls pausedthey were just going up-stairs to their own room on the last evening before setting out for the Willows. Marian's pretty arms were full of a collection of pretty things, white as the great apron with which Susan had girded her. Agnes carried her blotting-book, two or three other favourite volumes, and a candle. They stood in their pretty sisterly conjunction, almost leaning upon each other, waiting with youthful reverence for the address which Mamma was about to deliver. It was true they were leaving home for the first time, and true also that the visit was one of unusual importance. They prepared to listen with great gravity and a little awe.

"My dears, I have no reason to distrust your good sense," said Mrs Atheling, nor indeed to be afraid

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of you in any way-but to be in a strange house is very different from being at home. Strangers will not have the same indulgence as we have had for all your fancies-you must not expect it; and people may see that you are of a different rank in life, and perhaps may presume upon you. You must be very careful. You must not copy Mrs Edgerley, or any other lady, but observe what they do, and rule yourselves by it; and take great care what acquaintances you form; for even in such a house as that," said Mamma, with emphasis and dignity, suddenly remembering the connection of the family" of whom Mrs Edgerley had spoken, "there may be some who are not fit companions for you."

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"Yes, mamma," said Agnes. Marian looked down into the apronful of lace and muslin, and answered nothing. A variable blush and as variable a smile testified to a little consciousness on the part of the younger sister. Agnes for once

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"At your time of life," continued the anxious mother, a single day may have as much effect as many years. Indeed, Marian, my love, it is nothing to smile about. You must be very careful; and, Agnes, you are the eldest - you must watch over your sister. Oh, take care!-you do not know how much harm might be done in a single day.”

"Take care of what, mamma?" said Marian, glancing up quickly, with that beautiful faint flush, and a saucy gleam in her eye. What do you suppose she saw as her beautiful eyes turned from her mother with a momentary imaginative look into the vacant space? Not the big head of Charlie, bending over the grammars, but the magnificent stature of Sir Langham Portland, drawn up in sentry fashion by her side; and at the recollection Marian's pretty lip could not refuse to smile.

"Hush, my dear!-you may easily know what I mean," said Mrs Atheling uneasily. "You must try not to be awkward or timid; but you must not forget how great a difference there is between Mrs Edgerley's friends and you."

"Nonsense, Mary," cried her husband energetically. No such thing, girls. Don't be afraid to let them know who you are, or who you belong to. But as for inferiority, if you yield to such a notion, you are no girls of mine. One of the Riverses! A pretty thing! You, at least, can tell any one who asks the question that your father is an honest man.'

"But I suppose, papa, no one is likely to have any doubt upon the subject," said Agnes, with a little spirit. "It will be time enough to publish that when some one questions it; and that, I am sure, was not what mamma meant."

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Lodge;-and you are young and inexperienced, and don't know the dangers you may be subjected to ;and, my dear children, what I have to say to you is, just to remember your duty, and read your Bibles, and take care!"

"Mamma! we are only going to Richmond- we are not going away from you," cried Marian in dismay.

"My dears," said Mrs Atheling, putting her handkerchief to her eyes, "I am an old woman-I know more than you do. You cannot tell where you are going; you are going into the world."

No one spoke for the moment. The young travellers themselves looked at their mother with concern and a little solemnity. Who could tell? All the young universe of romance lay at their very feet. They might be going to their fate.

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"And henceforward I know," said the good mother, rising into homely and unconscious dignity, our life will no longer be your boundary, nor our plans all your guidance. My darlings, it is not any fault of yours; you are both as obedient as when you were babies; it is Providence, and comes to every one. You are going away from me, and both your lives may be determined before you come back again. You, Marian! it is not your fault, my love; but, oh! take

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Under the pressure of this solemn and mysterious caution, the girls at length went up-stairs. Very gravely they entered the little white room, which was somewhat disturbed out of its usual propriety, and in respectful silence Marian began to arrange her burden. She sat down upon the white bed, with her great white apron full of snowy muslin and dainty morsels of lace, stooping her beautiful head over them, with her long bright hair falling down at one side like a golden framework to her sweet cheek. Agnes stood before her holding the candle. Both were perfectly grave, quite silent, separating the sleeves and kerchiefs and collars as if it were the most solemn work in the world.

At length suddenly Marian looked up. In an instant smiles irrestrainable threaded all the soft lines of those young faces. A momentary electric

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touch sent them both from perfect solemnity into saucy and conscious but subdued laughter. Agnes! what do you suppose mamma could mean?" asked Marian; and Agnes said "Hush!" and softly closed the door lest mamma should hear the low and restrained overflow of those sudden sympathetic smiles.

Once more the apparition of the magnificent Sir Langham gleamed somewhere in a bright corner of Marian's shining eye. These incautious girls, like all their happy kind, could not be persuaded to regard with any degree of terror or solemnity the fate that came in such a shape as this.

CHAPTER XXXIV.-EVERYBODY'S FANCIES.

But the young adventurers had sufficient time to speculate upon their fate," and to make up their minds whether this journey of theirs was really a fortnight's visit to Richmond, or a solemn expedition into the world, as they drove along the pleasant summer roads on their way to the Willows. They had leisure enough, but they had not inclination; they were somewhat excited, but not at all solemnised. They thought of the unknown paradise to which they were going-of their beautiful patroness and her guests; but they never paused to inquire, as they bowled pleasantly along under the elms and chestnuts, anything at all about their fate.

"How grave every one looked," said Marian. "What are all the people afraid of? for I am sure Miss Willsie wanted us to go, though she was so cross; and poor Harry Oswald, how he looked last night!"

At this recollection Marian smiled. To tell the truth, she was at present only amused by the gradual perception dawning upon her of the unfortunate circumstances of these young gentlemen. She might never have found it out had she known only Harry Oswald; but Sir Langham Portland threw light upon the subject which Marian had scarcely guessed at before. Do you think she was grateful on that account to the handsome Guardsman? Marian's sweet face brightened all over with amused half-blushing smiles. It was impossible to tell.

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But, Marian," said Agnes, "I want to be particular about one thing. We must not deceive any one. Nobody must suppose we are great ladies. If anything should happen of any importance, we must be sure to tell who we are." "That you are the author of Hope

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Hazlewood," said Marian, somewhat provokingly. "Oh! Mrs Edgerley will tell everybody that; and as for me, I am only your sister-nobody will mind me.'

So they drove on under the green leaves, which grew less and less dusty as they left London in the distance, through the broad white line of road, now and then passing by orchards rich with fruit-by suburban gardens and pretty villakins of better fashion than their own; now and then catching silvery gleams of the river quivering among its low green banks, like a new-bended bow.

They knew as little where they were going as what was to befall them there, and were as unapprehensive in the one case as in the other. At home the mother went about her daily business, pondering with a mother's anxiety upon all the little embarrassments and distresses which might surround them among strangers, and seeing in her motherly imagination a host of pleasant perils, half alarming, half complimentary, a crowd of admirers and adorers collected round her girls. At Messrs Cash and Ledger's, Papa brooded over his desk, thinking somewhat darkly of those innocent investigators whom he had sent forth into an old world of former connections, unfortified against the ancient grudge, if such existed, and unacquainted with the ancient story. Would anything come of this acquaintanceship? Would anything come of the new position which placed them once more directly in the way of Lord Winterbourne ? Papa shook his head slowly over his daybook, as ignorant as the rest of us what might have to be written upon the fair blank of the very next page-who could tell?

Charlie meanwhile, at Mr Foggo's

office, buckled on his harness this important morning with a double share of resolution. As his brow rolled down with all its furrows in a frown of defiance at the "old fellow" whom he took down from the wired bookcase, it was not the old fellow, but Lord Winterbourne, against whom Charlie bit his thumb. In the depths of his heart he wished again that this natural enemy might "only try" to usurp possession of the Old Wood Lodge. A certain excitement possessed him regarding the visit of his sisters. Once more the youth, in his hostile imagination, beheld the pale face at the door, the bloodless and spasmodic smile. "I knew I owed him something," muttered once more the instinctive enmity; and Charlie was curious and excited to come once more in contact with this mysterious personage, who had raised so active and sudden an interest in his secret thoughts.

But the two immediate actors in this social drama-the family doves of inquiry, who might bring back angry thorns instead of olive branches -the innocent sweet pioneers of the incipient strife, went on untroubled in their youthful pleasure, looking at the river and the sunshine, dreaming the fairy dreams of youth. What new life they verged and bordered

what great consequences might grow and blossom from the seedtime of to-day-how their soft white hands, heedless and unconscious, might touch the trembling strings of fateno one of all these anxious questions ever entered the charmed enclosure of this homely carriage, where they leant back into their several corners, and sung to themselves, in unthinking sympathy with the roll and hum of the leisurely wheels, conveying them on and on to their new friends and their future life. They were content to leave all questions of the kind to a more suitable season-and so, singing, smiling, whispering (though no one was near to interrupt them), went on, on their charmed way, with their youth and their light hearts, to Armida and her enchanted garden-to the world, with its syrens and its lions-forecasting no difficulties, seeing no evil. They had no day-book to brood over like Papa. To-morrow's magnificent blank of possibility was always before them, dazzling and glorious-they went forward into it with the freshest smile and the sweetest confidence. Of all the evils and perils of this wicked world, which they had heard so much of, they knew none which they, in their happy safety, were called upon to fear.

SEA-SIDE STUDIES.

PART II.

LAST month I endeavoured to con- of dishes; assuredly not of venison, vey some idea of the charms which the pike, or snipe, well dressed, well naturalist and amateur may find in served, well wined, and well comthe dark fissures of frowning rocks, panioned. I have no patience with the endless occupation and amuse- those who pretend not to care for ment of clambering over ridges, creep- their dinner, on the ludicrous assumping under ledges, wriggling into cre- tion that "spiritual" negations imply vices, or exploring the underside of superior souls. A man who is careboulders, while a summer sun is less about his dinner is generally a gleaming over the retiring sea, and man of flaccid body, and of feeble the white gulls are hovering almost mind; as old Samuel Johnson authoas lazily as the whiter clouds hanging ritatively said, "Sir, a man seldom in the blue above them. Above and thinks with more earnestness of anyaround the landscape; in pools and thing than he does of his dinner; and crevices the game; and by your side, if he cannot get that well dressed, he pleasant companions eager as yourself. should be suspected of inaccuracy in My description of these delights may other things." Homo sum, et nihil, have been thought enthusiastic by &c. &c. I respect man, and all his those to whom such pleasures are appetites. When the man is not unknown; but in truth no enthusi- basely insensible to the hunger of asm is adequate, no description can soul, the keen intellectual voracities reach the vividness of reality; the and emotional desires, he is all the best description is but thin and healthier, all the stronger, all the meagre, following, beggar-like, in the better for a noble capacity for food-a footsteps of rich Fact. The language capacity which becomes noble when of enthusiasm may serve to convey to it ministers to a fine, and not merely others an impression that the speaker a gluttonous nature. Moreover, I is moved, but it necessarily fails to observe this constant fact, which is paint the felicitous details which worth flinging at the heads of all sumoved him. per-refined superfined spiritualists, who talk about our God-given senses as gross"-namely, that whenever we get authentic details about a great man, we always find him to have been a generous eater. If I, who write this, must confess to being a small eater, I must also confess to not being a great man. Had nature willed it otherwise but she did not so will it; and only gave me sufficient sagacity to perceive that Dishes are in no sense despicable.

In this approximative and confessedly incomplete style, I will endeavour to describe something of the delights which attend the naturalist when his hunting is over, and his home is reached. For, understand this, the naturalist, and especially the physiologist, has a Morrow to his pleasure, when all other hunters have but a fine To-day. Far be it from me to underrate any man's pleasure; nevertheless the most catholic may discriminate, and I must here discriminate, between the sportman's possible pleasure and my own. Brown is excited when he brings down a buck, lands a pike, or recovers a snipe which has fallen among the reeds. He has his day's sport, has proved his skill-to his own satisfaction entirely proved it; and now nothing remains but to eat the produce. A dish the more upon his dinner-table-nothing but that! Not that I mean to speak disrespectfully

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When, therefore, I think of the hunter's finale as merely an extra dish, and pronounce that to be an anticlimax to his day's work, instead of being, as my finale is, an ascending crescending culmination of delight, this reflection is not suggested by any scorn of eating in itself, but is suggested by the obtrusive fact, that eating is at the best a finite pleasure. It has no savour of the infinite, which all true and great pleasures must possess. It is vigorous in sen

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