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from the fold in which I had been fed; but I had never sinned in ignorance, and never felt the possibility of reconciling my reason to vice. I had been removed as much as man could be from those objects which were connected in my mind with holy feeling; but in returning to them again, I have been again made to feel the influence of their silent language. And if (oh! if I could but obliterate the memory of long years of guilt) I could now return with undiminished delight to these simple feelings which rendered the hours of infancy so indescribably sweet, then how delighted should I be !

But in a few months I must quit this blessed retirement, and abandon the grave of the beloved and neverto-be-forgotten guide of my childhood, but it is my prayer (and the prayer I trust of a broken and contrite heart), that the remembrance of the hours of infancy may pursue me wherever I may be, and that the pious labours of my beloved nurse may, through the grace of Him who died for my sins, prepare me to partake of that same glorious resurrection of which she was the first to give me the idea.

Yet, in my grateful recollections of Margaret Hartland, let me not forget my higher obligations to that God who not only provided for me such a guide of my infancy, but shed such a blessing on the seeds which she sowed, that after having been dead for many seasons they are enabled to spring again, and promise an abundant harvest; verifying the words of Scripture, "Paul planteth and Apollos watereth, but it is God that giveth the increase."

ECONOMY.

In a certain country town in the south of England there formerly lodged two maiden sisters, whom we shall call Mrs. Clary and Mrs. Grace. When I was at Mrs. Tristram's school in that same town, I used to be invited as often as once a month to tea and supper with these worthy persons, and was commonly accompanied by two or three of my schoolfellows.

Such an oldfashioned parlour as these ladies occupied might not in these days be often seen; and as to their only maidservant, her resemblance, I am well assured, would not easily be supplied in all the three kingdoms.

Such being the case, my readers will no doubt be obliged to me for a full and true description of these antiquities.

On entering the house where Mrs. Clary and Mrs. Grace lodged, the visiter was ushered through a neat kitchen to a pair of winding stairs which led to a landing-place, on which opened two doors, one of which conducted to the old ladies' bedroom, where two small beds with patchwork hangings stood side by side; and where sundry old chests and wardrobes, arranged in due order, contained many relics of brocaded silks and faded ribands, together with other more useful articles. This bedroom window opened on the yard at the back of the house, and enjoyed the privilege of a view of the steeple of the parish church, and the dial-plate of the great public timepiece; while the parlour on the other side of the inner wall of the house had three narrow casement windows in a line commanding a view of the street, having each their deep window-seats, and curtains of old needlework, on iron rods. This parlour was also hung with what is called a velvet paper, displaying immense scarlet and yellow flowers. Över the chimney-piece, which was curiously carved, was a family picture in rude oil painting, and a variety of oldfashioned figures in Dresden china. The chief, and indeed the only ornaments of the room, were two ancient

Indian cabinets; some of the contents of which, consisting of old knicknacks, miniature pictures, and China toys in ivory, were regularly displayed to us on occasion of every visit.

There was in one corner of the room a blue cupboard filled with china, the teacups being scarcely larger than a good-sized table spoon, and two ancient figures of mandarins standing in the most conspicuous place, which in my young imagination added much to the interest of that cupboard. Such were the various wonders of that parlour; and I can still in imagination see the two old ladies in their high head-dresses, their long ruffles, their hooped petticoats and large flowered chintses, seated on each side of the fireplace, while their maid Betty attended on them in her light mob-cap, her high-heeled shoes, her long waist and short petticoats, looking only a few years younger than her mistress.

There was no place in which we were invited from school where we loved so much to go as to see these old ladies; and I have often wondered at the various little contrivances which they employed to please and to amuse us. It was sweet to see in them the example of old age accommodating itself so kindly to the tastes and pleasures of childhood, and their hospitality was the more admirable since they were well known to have very slender fortunes. I was at Mrs. Tristram's school for several years, having no mother living; and when I was about six, I was invited to spend the entire Christmas holydays with the old ladies. Girls at six are great observers, and it was at that time that I first distinguished a decided difference in the characters of the sisters.

These two old ladies were sincerely attached to each other, and had never been separated through life. Nevertheless they had, I found, very different modes of thinking upon some subjects; and these different opinions often gave rise to certain little arguments, in which I always thought Mrs. Clary wrong, and Mrs. Grace right. The first of these arguments which I heard was respecting a piece of lace which Mrs. Grace had been purchasing in the morning, and which she produced after dinner, requesting her sister's opinion." "It is cheap and it is pretty," said Mrs. Clary, after she had looked at it and inquired the price.

"It is for a cap, sister Clary," answered Mrs. Grace;

"and as you want a new cap, I hope that you will be tempted to buy some for yourself."

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Nay, sister," returned Mrs. Clary, "I can do well without it."

"That is what you always say," retorted Mrs. Grace; "you have such notions of economy, you are always thinking how you can save, and you deny yourself even what I should call common necessaries."

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No, sister," replied the other, "not common necessaries-you will not say that my clothes are not always whole, and clean, and respectable."

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'Yes, but you are seen in the same bonnet, and riband, and lace, year after year," answered Mrs. Grace, "till your friends are tired of looking at them; and really I think you carry this matter too far."

Mrs. Clary, I observed, dropped the subject which had been thus introduced as speedily as possible; but after this I heard many hints to the same effect from Mrs. Grace, and from that time I began to observe many little instances in which I thought I could see covetousness in Mrs. Clary, more especially in such things as belonged to her own dress, &c. Young people in general are very rash in forming judgments, and seldom very cautious in keeping their opinions to themselves. Accordingly, one day, after one of these little disputes, being left with Mrs. Grace, I ventured to say, "I wish Mrs. Clary would take your advice, dear Mrs. Grace; you would be much happier if she would, I am sure." "Very true, my dear," replied Mrs. Grace, "it is certain that we are not very rich, but that is no reason wherefore we should be actually shabby in our dress. A few shillings more or less in a year could not make much difference. I know my sister means well, and that indeed there is not a better woman on earth; but by these little shabby savings of a shilling here and a shilling there, she lowers herself and me also. What can they all come to in a year? and what end can be answered by wearing a bonnet or a gown two years instead of one, or using a lawn border to a cap instead of a lace one? However, I am very much to blame, I know, to be always disputing and arguing these subjects with her. She must take her way and 1 must take mine; and, as I before said, she is a very good woman, notwithstanding her little singularities."

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that she was right and her sister wrong; and yet I was convinced, because young people are ever inclined to adopt those opinions which tend to self-indulgence; and from that time I was always ready to uphold Mrs. Grace, though I trust not in a very unbecoming manner, whenever any expense was to be urged upon Mrs. Clary. Some time after these holydays I was invited by the old ladies to spend a day with them, and Mrs. Grace being unwell, Mrs. Clary took me out to walk with her in the fields. While we were there together, she began to speak to me more seriously than she had ever done before; and taking occasion from the time of the year, which was spring, she pointed out to me how the four seasons were natural types of the ages of man, to wit, infancy, ripe manhood, decline, and old age. "With you, my dear, it is spring," she said, "and with me it is winter. A speedy change with me is inevitable; it would therefore be madness in me not to seek that preparation which only can make death easy, nay, even desirable; and inasmuch as the fairest plants are sometimes cut off in the early prime, it becomes you also, my beloved child, even now so to begin to number your days, and apply your heart unto wisdom."

She then directed my attention to that solid faith in the blessed Redeemer which alone can ensure to sinful man that peace at the last, without which the agonies of death must be altogether insupportable. She was proceeding in this way, in a most interesting manner, having succeeded in fixing my attention, when, suddenly coming to a stile which was half hid by thick trees, we saw a very pleasing youth of about my own age sitting upon it, reading with great seriousness. Mrs. Clary rather started and changed colour when she first saw the youth; and he no sooner looked up than he arose in haste, came forward to meet us, and spoke to the old lady as one would do to the friend most valued on earth. I observed that, in answer to his inquiries, she spoke affectionately to him, expressed surprise at seeing him where he was, and inquired the cause of his being there.

In reply he said something about a holyday, and having had leave to spend it where he pleased; and I then saw her put her hand into her pocket, and slip something into the youth's palm, after which we passed on.

I had time to observe the countenance of the boy, which was remarkably pleasing; and to notice his dress,

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