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Who, surviving all that chancëd

In the world's old pagan wrong, Lay hid, feeding in the woodland on the last true poet's

song ?

Or was this the house of fairies,
Left, because of the rough ways,
Unassoiled by Ave Marys

Which the passing pilgrim prays,
And beyond St. Catherine's chiming on the blessed

Sabbath days?

So, young muser, I sat listening
To my fancy's wildest word :
On a sudden, through the glistening

Leaves around, a little stirred,
Came a sound, a sense of music which was rather felt

than heard.

Softly, finely, it enwound me;
From the world it shut me in,-
Like a fountain falling round me,

Which with silver waters thin
Clips a little water Naiad sitting smilingly within.

Whence the music came, who knoweth ?
I know nothing : but indeed
Pan or Faunus never bloweth

So much sweetness from a reed
Which has sucked the milk of waters at the oldest river-

head.

Never lark the sun can waken
With such sweetness! when the lark,
The high planets overtaking

In the half-evanished Dark,
Casts his singing to their singing, like an arrow to the
Never nightingale so singeth:
Oh, she leans on thorny tree
And her poet-song she flingeth

mark.

Over pain to victory!
Yet she never sings such music,-or she sings it not to

me.

Never blackbirds, never thrushes
Nor small finches sing so sweet,
When the sun strikes through the bushes

To their crimson clinging feet,
And their pretty eyes look sideways to the summer

heavens complete.

If it were a bird, it seemëd
Most like Chaucer's, which, in sooth,
He of green and azure dreamëd,

While it sat in spirit-ruth
On that bier of a crowned lady, singing nigh her silent

mouth.

If it were a bird ?-ah, sceptic,
Give me “yea” or give me “nay”.
Though my soul were nympholeptic

As I heard that virëlay,
You may stoop your pride to pardon, for my sin is far

away!

I rose up in exaltation
And an inward trembling heat,
And (it seemed) in geste of passion

Dropped the music to my feet
Like a garment rustling downwards—such a silence

followed it!

Heart and head beat through the quiet
Full and heavily, though slower :

In the song, I think, and by it,

Mystic Presences of power Had up-snatched me to the Timeless, then returned me

to the Hour.

In a child-abstraction lifted,
Straightway from the bower I past,
Foot and soul being dimly drifted

Through the greenwood, till, at last,
In the hill-top's open sunshine I all consciously was

cast.

Face to face with the true mountains
I stood silently and still,
Drawing strength from fancy's dauntings,

From the air about the hill,
And. from Nature's open mercies and most debonair

goodwill.

Oh, the golden-hearted daisies
Witnessed there, before my youth,
To the truth of things, with praises

Of the beauty of the truth;
And I woke to Nature's real, laughing joyfully for both.

And I said within me, laughing,
" I have found a bower to-day,
A green lusus, fashioned half in

Chance and half in Nature's play ;
And a little bird sings nigh it, I will nevermore missay."

“Henceforth, I will be the fairy
Of this bower not built by one;
I will go there, sad or merry,

With each morning's benison,
And the bird shall be my harper in the dream-hall I have

won."

So I said. But the next morning,
(-Child, look up into my face-
'Ware, oh sceptic, of your scorning!

This is truth in its pure grace !)
The next morning all had vanished, or my wandering

missed the place.

Bring an oath most sylvan-holy,
And upon it swear me true-
By the wind-bells swinging slowly

Their mute curfews in the dew,
By the advent of the snow-drop, by the rosemary and

rue, —

I affirm by all or any,
Let the cause be charm or chance,
That my wandering searches many

Missed the bower of my romance-
That I nevermore upon it turned my mortal countenance.

I affirm that, since I lost it,
Never bower has seemed so fair ;
Never garden-creeper crossed it

With so deft and brave an air,
Never bird sung in the summer, as I saw and heard them

there.

Day by day, with new desire,
Toward my wood I ran in faith,
Under leaf and over brier,

Through the thickets, out of breath ;
Like the prince who rescued Beauty from the sleep as

long as death.

But his sword of mettle clashëd,
And his arm smote strong, I ween,

And her dreaming spirit flashëd

Through her body's fair white screen,
And the light thereof might guide him up the cedar alleys

green :
But for me I saw no splendour-
All my sword was my child-heart;
And the wood refused surrender

Of that bower it held apart,
Safe as (Edipus's grave-place ʼmid Colone's olives swart.

As Aladdin sought the basements
His fair palace rose upon,
And the four-and-twenty casements

Which gave answers to the sun ;
So, in wilderment of gazing, I looked up and I looked

down.
Years have vanished since, as wholly
As the little bower did then ;
And you call it tender folly

That such thoughts should come again?
Ah, I cannot change this sighing for your smiling, brother

men !
For this loss it did prefigure
Other loss of better good,
When my soul, in spirit vigour

And in ripened womanhood,
Fell from visions of more beauty than an arbour in a wood.

I have lost-oh, many a pleasure,
Many a hope and many a power-
Studious health and merry leisure,

The first dew on the first flower !
But the first of all my losses was the losing of the bower.

I have lost the dream of Doing,
And the other dream of Done,

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