The first spring in the pursuing, The first pride in the Begun, First recoil from incompletion, in the face of what is won Exaltations in the far light Mild dejections in the starlight, Which the sadder-hearted miss; And the child-cheek blushing scarlet for the very shame of bliss. I have lost the sound child-sleeping Which the pale is low for keeping in the road it ought to take. Some respect to social fictions Has been also lost by me; And some generous genuflexions, Which my spirit offered free To the pleasant old conventions of our false humanity. All my losses did I tell you, Ye perchance would look away,— Ye would answer me, "Farewell! you Make sad company to-day, And your tears are falling faster than the bitter words you say." For God placed me like a dial All the sun and all the shower: And I suffered many losses,-and my first was of the bower. Laugh you? If that loss of mine be When the cone falls from the pine-tree, The young children laugh thereat; Yet the wind that struck it riseth, and the tempest shall be great. One who knew me in my childhood Looking on me long and mild, would Never know me for the same. Come, unchanging recollections, where those changes overcame ! By this couch I weakly lie on, While I count my memories, Through the fingers which, still sighing, I press closely on mine eyes,—— Clear as once beneath the sunshine, I behold the bower arise. Springs the linden-tree as greenly, Stroked with light adown its rind; And the ivy-leaves serenely Each in either intertwined; And the rose-trees at the doorway, they have neither grown nor pined. From those overblown faint roses Not a leaf appeareth shed, And that little bud discloses Not a thorn's-breadth more of red For the winters and the summers which have passed me overhead. And that music overfloweth, Sudden sweet, the sylvan eaves : Thrush or nightingale-who knoweth ? Fay or Faunus-who believes? But my heart still trembles in me to the trembling of the leaves. Is the bower lost, then? who sayeth Hark! my spirit in it prayeth Through the solstice and the frost,— And the prayer preserves it greenly, to the last and utter most Till another open for me In God's Eden-land unknown, White with gazing at His throne; And a saint's voice in the palm-trees, singing-" All is lost. . . and won!" THE ROMAUNT OF THE PAGE. A KNIGHT of gallant deeds And a young page at his side, As each were a palmer and told for beads The dews of the eventide. "O young page,” said the knight, "A noble page art thou! Thou fearest not to steep in blood The curls upon thy brow; And once in the tent, and twice in the fight. Didst ward me a mortal blow." "O brave knight," said the page, "Or ere we hither came, We talked in tent, we talked in field, But here, below this greenwood bough, I cannot speak the same. "Our troop is far behind, The woodland calm is new; Our steeds, with slow grass-muffled hoofs, "The woodland calm is pure— I cannot choose but have A thought from these, o' the beechen-trees Which in our England wave, And of the little finches fine Which sang there while in Palestine "Methinks, a moment gone, I heard my mother pray! I heard, Sir Knight, the prayer for me And I know the heavens are leaning down The page spake calm and high, Perhaps he felt in nature's broad, Full heart, his own was free : And the knight looked up to his lifted eye, Then answered smilingly "Sir Page, I pray your grace! Certes, I meant not so To cross your pastoral mood, Sir Page, If the grasses die or grow. "And this I meant to say-- "And this I meant to fear Her bower may suit thee ill; And fitter thy hand for my knightly spear Slowly and thankfully The young page bowed his head ; And no lady in her bower, pardiè, "Sir Knight, thy lady's bower to me - Is suited well," he said Beati, beati mortui ! From the convent on the sea, The great altar of St. Mary, And the fifty tapers burning o'er it, |