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of faith is more precious than gold, for when it is tried we know that it is genuine, it stands the fire; we know what it can do, and whether God owns and approves of it or not; we see the victory that it obtains, the power of it, and the triumph of it; we see it is a principle that Satan cannot overcome nor corruption destroy; it is a grace that will look to God from whence it comes, and will confide in the object on which it fixes; it will attend prayer, and look out for help in every time of trouble, and will never quit the field as long as one enemy stands against it: it is a grace of the Spirit's own planting, and she shines in the strength, life and power thercof; and however weak or small, it will remove a mountain of difficulties, and pluck up a corrupt tree by the roots: all things are possible to be done for him that believes. Thou must never expect a good profession without a cross, nor a path to heaven without a crook in it. Every soldier of Jesus must fight. All the elect must cry day and night; and surely God will avenge them speedily.

This day, Monday, the first day of September, and to-morrow night, and Wednesday night, I am to preach at Lewes, in Sussex. If you could do as a woman this summer did, one whom God called by reading one of my books; that is, she came out of Huntingdonshire,in a little cart drawn by an ass, to hear me, and heard me twice, and then went back again; Jack and she went above an hundred miles together: now if you could get such an equipage, you might come and hear me at Lewes, and come with safety, for there is not much danger of Jack's running away or tumbling down.

Tender my respects to your spouse, and be sure to pray, and never faint, nor cast away your confidence, which is a great recompence of reward. Excuse more, and be a good girl, and

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The book you sent me I will read : I thank you for it.

I hope I can through grace say, that I know something of light having entered my soul, shewing me my darkness and misery; and also that I know what it is to have had the Holy Ghost poured out upon my soul. Thus I stand distinguished from what I once was ("Such were some of you"), and also have been made to differ from an ungodly and from a professing world! I go entirely with you in what you say about the professors of the day. I have been continually taught in my public ministrations to sift and caution my hearers against these. 2 Tim. iii. 6. Never was there a more cunning device of Satan than this. Oh! my friend, "the time is come when judgment must begin at the house of God." Did not our Lord caution his disciples? Beware of men." Did not Paul admonish the Philippians (iii. 2) against these? Oh, what a crowd of dogs, of concisionists, and evil workers! And did not Isaiah (viii. 12) say, " Say ye not a confederacy," &c. May omnipotent grace enable us to steer clear of these rocks

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and shelves, these quicksands in which reprobates will sink never to rise

again, except to a fearful day of judgment.

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What an age we live in, of Arminianism, Puseyism, Antinomianism, dead letter Calvinism, tinkling cymbal and sounding brass profession; these things and runners after these things abound. And still, blessed be God, in the midst of all these awful heresies, there is a remnant according to the election of grace," still a few in Sardis bearing the cross, and glorying only in the cross. A little company, beautifully described in Luke xxii. 28, as continuing with Christ in his temptation. To whom he hath appointed a kingdom, a kingdom not of this world, a kingdom which cannot be moved; a kingdom for which Jesus suffered, died, and rose again a kingdom of which Christ, the co-equal, co-eternal Son, is the King, the Ruler and the Sovereign. Oh, my friend, does not thy heart leap for joy within thee, like the babe in the womb of Elizabeth, as you read that blessed word in Isaiah, "That the Jehovah hath founded Zion, and the poor of his people shall trust in it." And again, Zeph. iii. 12. How blessed are the shalls and wills in the Bible. As Kent says, "Fenced with Jehovah's shalls and wills, Firm as the everlasting hills."

Again I thank you for your kind letter: I was truly refreshed by it. Psalm cxv. 1. Should I be near Y--, I will, if the Lord's will, come and see you. Why do you dash the words, "No person will know you?" I am neither ashamed of the gospel, nor of the dear people in whose hearts sovereign grace has written that gospel; therefore I should not be ashamed to be seen at J-W-'s house, Y--. I hope however that it would not be treated like another Jason's house when I visit it. Acts xvii. 6. But the same Lord who was over them would be over us. Psalm xluiii. 14.

be with you. May it be a year of mercies to you; but if otherwise, may you be abundantly comforted of your God.

I would assure you that I quite feel the force of what you say relative to the political Dissenters, Puseyites, &c. I am strengthened continually to testify the gospel of God's grace, and to declare those truths to which at my Ordination I have subscribed, as embodied in the Articles of the Church of England. Pray for me, that as a minister in our Protestant Establishment I may stand firm, stedfast, faithful. Look at Acts xx. 22, 24. And now, beloved brother, may you know what it is to have Christ crucified set up in a broken heart; to be delivered from the free-will heresy, and, while groaning under your own corruptions and bewailing your continual backslidings, may you have abundant consolation, through grace, that what the Spirit has begun in grace he will complete in glory. Rom. viii. 30.

My fingers get tired, so I must stop: let me hear again from you, please God. Had the Lord fixed the bounds of your habitation nearer Winchelsea, I should have rejoiced in having you amongst my hearers. Sometimes I may say the Lord is in this place, evidently and experimentally. Look at 1 Cor. xvi. 9, and pray for me. Grace and peace be yours. Thank you for your kind wishes for my dear wife and my three little ones. God bless you and yours. Yours, dearly beloved in the Lord, affectionately, faithfully, and prayerfully,

J. J. WEST.

Chief of Sinners.

THE EXERCISED BELIEVER ENCOU

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My beloved Friend,

Yours with its interesting inquiries came safe to hand, and I must

The best blessings of the new year say you never fail to remind me of

my promise, and always expect its fulfilment, namely, an immediate answer; but what can a poor worm say in a way of comfort, and instruction to your labouring spirit, when your friend himself daily feels burthened with a body of sin and death, whose soul is often cast down by reason of the way, and who much needs the consolation, you seek at his hands. However, as one who have obtained mercy, and like precious faith with yourself, desires to refresh your memory with the loving kindness of the Lord, he would remind you that in all your wanderings he hath kept you as the apple of his eye; delivered your soul from the snare of the fowler, and could you but see the inscription written upon every dispensation of his hand, I am sure it would From this day will I bless you. But it appears that one source of your disquietude arises from the conclusion, that your experience does not correspond with any of the children of God; this my sister, is the suggestion of the father of lies, who either goes about like a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour, or he transforms himself into an angel of light, which if it were possible would deceive the very elect.

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I cheerfully admit, that it is a great happiness to meet with companions by the way, who by a similarity of christian experience, can by sweet and heartfelt communion, beguile the solitary hours of the wilderness, in the anticipation of the enjoyment of the glories of the Lamb in the midst of the throne. Still, I would remind you that even the privilege of communion of saints may through the legality of our minds, and the power of unbelief be converted into an instrument to wound our spirit, when we cannot discover in onr brethren, the features of our own character. I cannot but think that we are verily wrong in attempting to measure ourselves, by ourselves, or even by one auother; we should repair to the testimony of

God's word, the standard of eternal truth, and gather our evidences, and enjoyments from the secret, yet all powerful communications of the holy Spirit's grace upon the heart, without which, we shall remain for ever dead in trespasses and in sins. Now my sister examine your experience by this divine light, as though you were the only object in the creation of God that needed the expression of a Father's love, and the enjoyment of his pardoning mercy. Carry your thoughts back to the days of your unregeneracy, and nature's blindness and ignorance, when all the corrupt passions of the mind were busily employed, like a rapidly flowing stream, in fulfiling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and say what can you attribute your arrest in the midst of your iniquities, and filling your trembling heart with terror, and despair. I say to what can you attribute so mighty a change, but to that power that laid the foundation of the earth, and that beautified the heavens around us. Remember, that the blessing of the everlasting covenant, although the bestowment of it, almost drives the poor sinner to despair, is a deep, and heartfelt conviction of our ruined, helpless, and hopeless condition; hence the Saviour himself hath said, "The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell from whence it cometh, or wither it goeth, so is every one that is born of the Spirit; marvel not that I say unto you, ye must be born again." This is the commencement of a life that never can expire; old things have now passed away, and behold all things are become new." It is true, this divine creation will be violently assaulted by the prince of darkness, and encompassed within our own hearts, with principles opposite to the holiness of its nature, yet, it can never be destroyed, for I give unto my sheep said the great Shepherd, eternal life, and they shall never perish, neither shall any one pluck them out of my

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hands. I think I can easily enter into your feelings, having trodden over the same ground, you now occupy the discovery of nature's ruin, fills your sinking spirit with dismay, and in the full view of the wreck of all your supposed goodness, has led you to exclaim Can the prey be taken from the mighty, or the lawful captive be delivered." My sister the voice of mercy meets you at this point of extremity; the Holy Spirit having sealed home upon your conscience the sentence of condemnation now appears to your soul's comfort, the glorifier of the Redeemer, in whom you have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of all your sins; this is a most blessed part of my subject, and I do wish I could convey to the mind of my friend the preciousness I felt,

When Jesus shewed his heart was mine, And whispered I am his. But this is impossible; the theme is too sacred and divine for all the powers of nature to apprehend, much less describe; yet, blessed be God, we do know something of the secret expressed by the apostle, when he prayed that he might be filled with all wisdom and spiritual understanding, and thus know the love of God which passeth knowledge. Indeed, I can well recollect the season, and that after days and nights of soul conflict, when the Holy Spirit broke up my prison-house, and brought me into the banquetting chamber of God's everlasting love, manifested through the person of the Lord Jesus Christ, and by an application of his precious blood to my distressed and almost despairing soul, I felt as one, who in the twinkling of an eye, had been brought out of a pit of horror and of darkness, into a world of light, liberty and immortality. Indeed I then knew what the psalmist meant, when he said, "When the Lord turned again the captivity of Zion, we were like unto them that dream then was our mouth filled with laughter and our tongue with

singing." This to my soul was a most blessed season, a time of spiritual delight and sacred joy; and that whilst proud and boasting nature was humbled under the mighty hand of God, covering me with shame and confusion of face, I felt such a sweetness and softness of spirit, that I can truly say, it was a joy that is unspeakable and full of glory. Yes, ten thousand blessings rest for ever upon the head of my beloved, my best, my only Friend, for having so graciously upheld me when sin and Satan united their fearful influence to destroy, and when the Lord said unto me, "Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted." Again, I would say, could I but tell you how precious the Lord Christ did appear to me the hour I first believed, me. thinks you would cheerfully reply, 'I charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, if ye find my beloved, that ye tell him I am sick of love: let my beloved come into his garden, and eat his pleasant fruit.”

This heavenly desire is the production of the Holy Spirit's grace upon the heart. It is as far above the passions to effect, as the heavens are above the earth in comparison, or the vast universe to the smallest atom that floats in the air. Take encouragement then, my dear friend, from the fact, that your present sorrows and conflicts are the effect of divine teaching, which will terminate in the enjoyment of the full glories of the Lamb in the midst of the throne. But here again your questionings will arise, and that because the blessing of life eternal is so vast in its riches and glory, that it never was designed for such a sinful, polluted soul as yours. Remember that salvation is the free, unmerited, and unsought-for blessing of the everlasting covenant, intended to show forth the praise of Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, as long as immortality endures. It is true sometimes we are called to walk through the valley of humiliation, and

to experience the loss of the enjoyment of God's salvation; but even this is overruled for good, and ministers to our best and sweetest comforts: hence when the time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord comes, how very suitable the blessings of the everlasting gospel is felt, their preciousness enjoyed, and how gratefully received. Yes, when

a poor, desponding sinner, such as you are, and an almighty and gracious Saviour, such as Jesus, meet together, it is truly blessed. In him the Head we are blessed with wisdom, making us wise unto eternal salvation, with riches ample enough to meet our destitute condition, and everlasting consolation from his overflowing fulness, sufficient to bear up the spirit under all the chequered scenes of mortality, flowing as freely as the air we breathe, from the love of his heart.

My sister, your present unsettled and disconsolate state of mind, is an enviable one, when compared with the light and trifling spirit that marks the professing church. Alas, how seldom do I meet with a really broken hearted sinner, one whose spirit has been humbled under the mighty power of God, and who is waiting, in all the appointed means of grace, for the redemption that is in Israel. It is a fearful fact, that the name of Jesus, his great work and undertaking, comprises no part of the conversation of thousands, who name, by outward profession, the name of Christ. Take encouragement, then, from knowing that the desire of your soul is to him, and to the remembrance of his name, and be assured that the light of divine influence, shed over your benighted mind, will never be extinguished, but will issue in the glories of an eternal day; hence it is written, "The path of the just is as the shining light, which shines stronger and stronger until the perfect day." Jesus, in thy dear name we trace, Healing for man's infected race;

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"A faithful minister of Christ."-Col. i. 7.

"And no marvel for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light, therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works." -2 Cor. xi. 14, 15.

THE dispensations of God towards his servants are involved in mystery. in the present life. They are hated by the ministers of Satan, who are often permitted to treat them with savage cruelty. Though they are dear to him as the apple of the eye, the dearly beloved of his soul, his portion and inheritance, yet he permits them to suffer a thousand evils, and to experience a thousand sorrows. Many of the servants of God have been, and many now are, in circumstances of poverty and distress; whilst many of his enemies are in outward ease and prosperous circumstances. Many a Jehu, and Judas, and Demas, has been nursed in the bosom of the christian church. Many who entered the christian ministry, from carnal and haughty motives, will be exposed at the last day. Some to display their talents and gain applause. Some to obtain a maintenance, and live in luxury and indolence but all being destitute of those motives, which should be possessed by every one engaged in so momentous and important a work, will be confounded by the disclosures of the final

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