The darkness of his eyes: now, mine they mock, Blinded in turn by tears: now, mur murous Sad echoes of my young voice, years agone Entoning from these leaves the Græcian phrase, Return and choke my utterance. Books, lie down In silence on the shelf there, within gaze! And thou, clock, striking the hour's pulses on, Chime in the day which ends these parting days! LOVED ONCE. I CLASSED, appraising once, Earth's lamentable sounds; the well-aday, The jarring yea and nay, The fall of kisses on unanswering clay, The sobbed farewell, the welcome mournfuller ; But all did leaven the air With a less bitter leaven of sure despair, Than these words 'I loved ONCE.' And who saith 'I loved ONCE?' Not angels, whose clear eyes, love, love foresee, Love through eternity, And by To Love do apprehend To Be. Not God, called Love, his noble crown-name,-casting A light too broad for blasting! The great God changing not from everlasting, Saith never, I loved ONCE.' Oh, never is 'Loved ONCE,' Thy word, thou Victim-Christ, misprized friend Thy cross and curse may rend; But having loved Thou lovest to the end! It is man's saying-man's. Too weak to move One sphered star above, Man desecrates the eternal God-word, Love With his No More, and Once. How say ye, 'We loved once, Blasphemers? Is your earth not cold enow, Mourners, without that snow? Ah, friends! and would ye wrong each other so? And could ye say of some whose love is known, Whose prayers have met your own, Whose tears have fallen for you, whose smiles have shone So long, We loved them ONCE?' Could ye, 'We loved her once,' Say calm of me, sweet friends, when out of sight? When hearts of better right Stand in between me and your happy light? And when, as flowers kept too long in the shade, Ye find my colors fade, And all that is not love in me, decayed? Such words-Ye loved me ONCE! Could ye, We loved her once,' Say cold of me when further put away In earth's sepulchral clay? When mute the lips which deprecate to-day? Not so! not then-least then! When Life is shriven, And Death's full joy is given,— Of those who sit and love you up in Heaven, Say not, 'We loved them once.' Say never, ye loved ONCE! God is too near above, the grave, beneath, And all our moments breathe Too quick in mysteries of life and death, For such a word. The eternities avenge Affections light of range There comes no change to justify that change, Whatever comes-loved ONCE! "Fill all the stops of life with tuneful breath." Poems on Man, by Cornelius Matthews.* WE are borne into life-it is sweet, it is strange! We lie still on the knee of a mild Mystery, Which smile with a change! But we doubt not of changes, we know not of spaces; The Heavens seem as near as our own mother's face is, And we think we could touch all the stars that we see ; And the milk of our mother is white on our mouth! And, with small childish hands, we are turning around The apple of Life which another has found; It is warm with our touch, not with sun of the south, And we count, as we turn it, the red side for four Then we leap on the earth with the armor of youth, And the earth rings again: And we breathe out, O beauty,'-we cry out, 'O truth,' And the bloom of our lips drops with wine; And our blood runs amazed 'neath the calm hyaline, The earth cleaves to the foot, the sun burns to the brain, What is this exultation, and what this despair ?- The strong pleasure is smiting the nerves into pain, And we drop from the Fair as we climb to the Fair, And we lie in a trance at its feet; And the breath of an angel cold-piercing the air Breathes fresh on our faces in swoon; And we think him so near, he is this Help us, God, trust us, man, love us, woman! I hold Thy small head in my hands,-with its grapelets of gold Growing bright through my fingers,like altar for oath, 'Neath the vast golden spaces like witnessing faces That watch the eternity strong in the troth I love thee, I leave thee, Live for thee, die for thee! I prove thee, deceive thee, Undo evermore thee! Help me, God, slay me, man!-one is mourning for both !' And we stand up though young near the funeral-sheet Which covers the Cæsar and old Pharamond; And death is so nigh us, Life cools from its heat O Life, O Beyond, Art thou fair,-art thou sweet? Then we act to a purpose-we spring up erect We will tame the wild mouths of the wilderness steeds: We will plough up the deep in the ships double decked; We will build the great cities, and do the great deeds, Strike the steel upon steel, strike the soul upon soul. Strike the dole on the weal, overcoming the dole, Let the cloud meet the cloud in a grand thunder-roll! While the eagle of Thought rides the tempest in scorn, Who cares if the lightning is burning the corn? Let us sit on the thrones In a purple sublimity, Speed me, God!--serve me, man!—I am god over men! When I speak in my cloud, none shall answer again 'Neath the stripe and the bond, Then we grow into thought,-and with inward ascensions, Touch the bounds of our Being! We lie in the dark here, swathed doubly around With our sensual relations and social conventions, Yet are 'ware of a sight, yet are 'ware of a sound Beyond Hearing and Seeing,Are aware that a Hades rolls deep on all sides With its infinite tides About and above us,-until the strong Such as children wish to climb, Following their own prayers. In the mutest of the house, I will have my chamber: Silence at the door shall use Evening's light of amber, Solemnising every mood, Softening in degree, Turning sadness into good As I turn the key. Be my chamber tapestried Bring a shadow green and still Bring the fantastic cloudlets home Bring the dews the birds shake off, From our England's field and moor, Bring a grey cloud from the east |