Because the Spirit of happiness And perfect rest so inward is; And loveth so his innocent heart, Her temple and her place of birth, Where she would ever wish to dwell, Life of the fountain there, beneath Its salient springs, and far apart, Hating to wander out on earth, Or breathe into the hollow air, Whose chillness would make visible Her subtile, warm, and golden breath, Which mixing with the infant's blood, Fulfils him with beatitude.
Oh! sure it is a special care Of God, to fortify from doubt, To arm in proof, and guard about With triple-mailèd trust, and clear Delight, the infant's dawning year. Would that my gloomèd fancy were As thine, my mother, when with brows Propped on thy knees, my hands upheld In thine, I listened to thy vows, For me outpoured in holiest prayer - For me unworthy!- and beheld
The mild deep eyes upraised, that knew The beauty and repose of faith,
And the clear spirit shining through.
Oh! wherefore do we grow awry
From roots which strike so deep? why dare
Paths in the desert? Could not I
Bow myself down, where thou hast knelt, To the earth -until the ice would melt Here, and I feel as thou hast felt?
What Devil had the heart to scathe
Flowers thou hadst reared to brush the dew
From thine own lily, when thy grave
Was deep, my mother, in the clay?
Myself? Is it thus? Myself? Had I
So little love for thee? But why
Prevailed not thy pure prayers? Why pray To one who heeds not, who can save But will not? Great in faith, and strong Against the grief of circumstance
Wert thou, and yet unheard. What if Thou pleadest still, and seest me drive Through utter dark a full-sailed skiff, Unpiloted i' the echoing dance
Of reboant whirlwinds, stooping low Unto the death, not sunk! I know At matins and at evensong,
That thou, if thou wert yet alive,
In deep and daily prayers wouldst strive To reconcile me with thy God. Albeit, my hope is gray, and cold At heart, thou wouldest murmur still "Bring this lamb back into thy fold, My Lord, if so it be thy will." Wouldst tell me I must brook the rod, And chastisement of human pride; That pride, the sin of devils, stood Betwixt me and the light of God! That hitherto I had defied,
And had rejected God
Would drop from his o'erbrimming love,
As manna on my wilderness,
And strike the hard, hard rock, and thence,
Sweet in their utmost bitterness,
Would issue tears of penitence
Which would keep green hope's life. Alas! I think that pride hath now no place Or sojourn in me. I am void, Dark, formless, utterly destroyed.
Why not believe then? Why not yet Anchor thy frailty there, where man
Hath moored and rested? Ask the sea At midnight, when the crisp slope waves, After a tempest, rib and fret
The broad-imbasèd beach, why he Slumbers not like a mountain tarn? Wherefore his ridges are not curls And ripples of an inland mere? Wherefore he moaneth thus, nor can Draw down into his vexèd pools
All that blue heaven which hues and paves The other? I am too forlorn,
Too shaken my own weakness fools My judgment, and my spirit whirls,
Moved from beneath with doubt and fear.
“Yet,” said I, in my morn of youth, The unsunned freshness of my strength, When I went forth in quest of truth, "It is man's privilege to doubt,
If so be that from doubt at length Truth may stand forth unmoved of change, An image with profulgent brows, And perfect limbs, as from the storm Of running fires and fluid range Of lawless airs, at last stood out This excellence and solid form Of constant beauty. For the Ox Feeds in the herb, and sleeps, or fills The horned valleys all about, And hollows of the fringèd hills In summerheats, with placid lows Unfearing, till his own blood flows About his hoof. And in the flocks The lamb rejoiceth in the year, And raceth freely with his fere, And answers to his mother's calls From the flowered furrow. In a time, Of which he wots not, run short pains
Through his warm heart: and then, from whence
He knows not, on his light there falls A shadow; and his native slope, Where he was wont to leap and climb, Floats from his sick and filmèd eyes, And something in the darkness draws His forehead earthward, and he dies. Shall men live thus, in joy and hope As a young lamb, who cannot dream, Living, but that he shall live on? Shall we not look into the laws
Of life and death, and things that seem, And things that be, and analyze
Our double nature, and compare
All creeds till we have found the one, If one there be?" Ay me! I fear All may not doubt, but everywhere Some must clasp Idols. Yet, my God, Whom call I Idol? Let thy dove Shadow me over, and my sins Be unremembered, and thy love Enlighten me. O teach me yet Somewhat before the heavy clod Weighs on me, and the busy fret Of that sharp-headed worm begins In the gross blackness underneath.
O weary life! O weary death! O spirit and heart made desolate!
O damned vacillating state!
NOTE. The passage in brackets has been omitted from the latest edition.
MY Rosalind, my Rosalind,
My frolic falcon, with bright eyes,
Whose free delight, from any height of rapid flight, Stoops at all game that wing the skies, My Rosalind, my Rosalind,
My bright-eyed, wild-eyed falcon, whither, Careless both of wind and weather, Whither fly ye, what game spy ye, Up or down the streaming wind?
The quick lark's closest-carolled strains, The shadow rushing up the sea, The lightning flash atween the rains, The sunlight driving down the lea, The leaping stream, the very wind, That will not stay, upon his way, To stoop the cowslip to the plains, Is not so clear and bold and free As you, my falcon Rosalind.
You care not for another's pains, Because you are the soul of joy, Bright metal all without alloy.
Life shoots and glances thro' your veins, And flashes off a thousand ways Through lips and eyes in subtle rays. Your hawkeyes are keen and bright, Keen with triumph watching still
To pierce me through with pointed light; But oftentimes they flash and glitter Like sunshine on a dancing rill,
And your words are seeming-bitter, Sharp and few, but foeming-bitter From excess of swift delight.
Come down, come home, my Rosalind, My gay young hawk, my Rosalind: Too long you keep the upper skies; Too long you roam and wheel at will; But we must hood your random eyes,
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