"And men, whose reason long was blind, From cells of madness unconfined, Oft lose whole years of darker mind. "Much more, if first I floated free, As naked essence must I be Incompetent of memory: "For memory dealing but with time, And he with matter, should she climb Beyond her own material prime? "Moreover, something is or seems, That touches me with mystic gleams, Like glimpses of forgotten dreams— "Of something felt, like something here; Of something done, I know not where; Such as no language may declare." The still voice laugh'd. "I talk," said he, "Not with thy dreams. Thy pain is a reality." Suffice it thee "But thou," said I, "hast miss'd thy mark, Who sought'st to wreck my mortal ark, By making all the horizon dark. "Why not set forth, if I should do This rashness, that which might ensue "Whatever crazy sorrow saith, No life that breathes with human breath ""Tis life, whereof our nerves are scant, I ceased, and sat as one forlorn. Then said the voice, in quiet scorn, "Behold, it is the Sabbath morn.” And I arose, and I released The casement, and the light increased Like softened airs that blowing steal, On to God's house the people prest: One walk'd between his wife and child, The prudent partner of his blood And in their double love secure, These three made unity so sweet, I blest them, and they wandered on: A second voice was at mine ear, A little whisper silver-clear, A murmur, "Be of better cheer." As from some blissful neighborhood, A notice faintly understood, A little hint to solace woe, A hint, a whisper breathing low, Like an Æolian harp that wakes Far thought with music that it makes: Such seem'd the whisper at my side: So heavenly-toned, that in that hour To feel, altho' no tongue can prove, And forth into the fields I went, I wonder'd at the bounteous hours, I wonder'd, while I paced along: And all so variously wrought, I marvell'd how the mind was brought And wherefore rather I made choice THE MILLER'S DAUGHTER. I SEE the wealthy miller yet, His double chin, his portly size, And who that knew him could forget The busy wrinkles round his eyes? The slow wise smile that, round about His dusty forehead drily curl'd, Seem'd half-within and half-without, And full of dealings with the world? In yonder chair I see him sit, Three fingers round the old silver cupI see his gray eyes twinkle yet At his own jest-gray eyes lit up With summer lightnings of a soul So full of summer warmth, so glad, So healthy, sound, and clear and whole, His memory scarce can make me sad. Yet fill my glass: give me one kiss: Have I not found a happy earth? I least should breathe a thought of pain. So sweet it seems with thee to walk, Across the walnuts and the wine To be the long and listless boy Have lived and loved alone so long, And oft I heard the tender dove In firry woodlands making moan; But ere I saw your eyes, my love, I had no motion of my own. For scarce my life with fancy play'd Before I dream'd that pleasant dreamStill hither thither idly sway'd Like those long mosses in the stream. Or from the bridge I lean'd to hear In crystal eddies glance and poise, But, Alice, what an hour was that, A love-song I had somewhere read, From some odd corner of the brain. |