S. AUGUST. Soliloq. Cap. 33. There was a great dark cloud of vanity before mine eyes, so that I could not see the Sun of Justice, and the Light of Truth: I, being the son of darkness, was involved in darkness, because I knew not thy light: I was blind, and loved my blindness, and did walk from darkness to darkness: but, Lord, thou art my God, who hast led me from darkness, and the shadow of death; hast called me into this glorious light, and behold, I see. EPIG. 1. My soul, cheer up; what if the night be long, Heav'n finds an ear, when sinners find a tongue; Thy tears are morning show'rs: Heav'n bids me say, When Peter's cock begins to crow, 'tis day. H. PSALM Ixix. 5. O Lord, thou knowest my foolishness, and my sins are not hid from thee. S EE'ST thou this fulsome ideot? in what measure Of childish baubles? Canst thou but admire The empty fulness of his vain désire? Canst thou conceive such poor delights as these Aimd'st thou at honour? does not th' ideot shake it Had rebel man's fool-hardiness extended No farther than himself, and there had ended, And drag the Son of Glory from the breast His great and sacred person; in disgrace A screen set up betwixt thy work and thee: S. CHRYS. S. CHRYS. Hom. iv. Joan. Fools seem to bound in wealth, when they want all things; they seem to enjoy happiness, when indeed they are only most miserable: neither do they understand that they are deluded by their fancy; till they be delivered from their folly. S. GREG, in Mor. By fo much the more are we inwardly foolish, by how much we strive to seem outwardly wise. EPIG. 2. Rebellious fool, what has thy folly done? How sweetly has the Lord of Life deceiv'd thee! 'Thou shedd'st his blood, and that shed blood has sav'd [thee. PSALM III. PSALM VI. 2. Have mercy, Lord, upon me, for I am weak; O Lord heal me, for my bones are vexed. Soul. SOUL. A JESUS. H! Son of David, help. Jes. What sinful cry Implores the Son of David: Soul. It is I. Jes. Who art thou? Soul. Oh! a deeply-wounded That's heavy laden, and would fain have rest. [breast Jes. I have no scraps, and dogs must not be fed, Like houshold children, with the children's bread. Soul. True, Lord; yet tolerate a hungry whelp To lick their crumbs: O Son of David help. Jes. Poor soul, what ail'st thou ? Soul. O I burn, I I cannot rest; I know not where to fly, To find some ease; I turn my blubber'd face [fry, But still am dogg'd and haunted with my grief: Jes. Canst thou believe my hand can cure thy grief? : Jos. |