Thought 'twas their herald's wing re turning; Oft did the potent spell-word, given And once, too, was so nearly spoken, broken The word unfinish'd died away, And my check'd plumes, ready to soar, How could I leave a world,--which she, No matter where my wanderings were, Woe, ruin, death, more sweet with her, Than all heaven's proudest joys without! But, to return-that very day A feast was held, where, full of mirth, Came, crowding thick as flowers that play In summer winds, the young and gay And beautiful of this bright earth. And she was there, and 'mid the young And beautiful stood first, alone; Though on her gentle brow still hung The shadow I that morn had thrownThe first, that ever shame or woe Had cast upon its vernal snow. My heart was madden'd-in the flush Of the wild revel I gave way To all that frantic mirth-that rush Of desperate gaiety, which they, Who never felt how pain's excess Can break out thus, think happinessSad mimicry of mirth and life, Whose flashes come but from the strife Of inward passions- like the light Struck out by clashing swords in fight. Then, too, that juice of earth, the bane And blessing of man's heart and brain— That draught of sorcery, which brings Phantoms of fair, forbidden thingsWhose drops, like those of rainbows, smile Upon the mists that circle man, Bright'ning not only Earth, the while, Now hear the rest-our banquet done, I sought her in the' accustom'd bower, Where late we oft, when day was gone, And the world hush'd, had met alone, At the same silent, moonlight hour. I found her-oh, so beautiful! Why, why have hapless Angels eyes? Or why are there not flowers to cull, As fair as Woman, in yon skies? Still did her brow, as usual, turn While she in looking, grew more bright, There was a virtue in that scene Which would have-had my brain not been Thus poison'd, madden'd held me bound, As though I stood on God's own ground. Ev'n as it was, with soul all flame, And lips that burn'd in their own sighs, Full o'er me when I saw those eyes; Was the wild love with which I lov'd, Which work'd within me at that hour, When with a voice, where Passion shed All the deep sadness of her power, ' To sooth me in that lonely sky "One look, like those the young and fond "Give when they're parting--which would be "Ev'n in remembrance, far beyond "All heaven hath left of bliss to me! "Oh, but to see that head recline "A minute on this trembling arm, "And those mild eyes look up to mine "Without a dread, a thought of harm? To meet but once the thrilling touch Gflips that are too fond to fear me ; "Or, if that boon be all too much "Ev'n thus to bring their fragrance near me? Nay, shrink not so—a look -a word "Give them but kindly and I fly: "Already, see, my plumes have stirr'd, "And tremble for their home on high. "Thus be our parting-cheek to cheek, "One minute's lapse will be forgiven, |