To look upon the dropt lids of your eyes, I look on His. I know Of His mortality, May well contain your glory. Yea, drop your lids more low. Ye are but fellow-worshippers with me! Sleep, sleep, my worshipped One! v. We sate among the stalls at Bethlehem. The dumb kine from their fodderturning them, Softened their horned faces To almost human gazes Towards the newly Born. The simple shepherds from the star-lit brooks Brought visionary looks, As yet in their astonished hearing rung The strange, sweet angel-tongue. The magi of the East, in sandals worn, Knelt reverent, sweeping round, With long pale beards their gifts upon the ground, The incense, myrrh and gold, These haby hands were impotent to hold. So, let all earthlies and celestials wait vt. I am not proud—meek angels, ye invest New meeknesses to hear such utterance rest On mortal lips,—.* I am not proud'—not proud I Albeit in my flesh God sent His Son, Bows lower than their knees. O centuries That roll, in vision, your futurities Whose murmurs seem to reach me while Say of me as the Heavenly said,—' Thou art The blessedest of women !'— blessedest, Not holiest, not noblest—no high name. Whose height misplaced may pierce me like a shame. When I sit meek in heaven! vtt. For me—for me— God knows that I am feeble like the rest!— I often wandered forth, more child than maiden, Among the midnight hills of Galilee, Whose summits looked heaven-laden; Listening to silence as it seemed to be God's voice, so soft yet strong—so fain to press Upon my heart as Heaven did on the height. And waken up its shadows by a light, And show its vileness by a holiness. Then I knelt down most silent like the night, •Too self-renounced for fears, Raising my small face to the boundless blue Whose stars did mix and tremble in my tears. God heard them falling after—with His dew. vm. So, seeing my corruption,' can I see To shine on, (for even Adam was no child,) Created from my nature all defiled, This mystery from out mine ignorance— Nor feel the blindness, stain, corruption, more Than others do, or / did heretofore ?— Can hands wherein such burden pure has been, Not open with the cry 'unclean unclean !* More oft than any else beneath the skies? Ah King, ah Christ, ah son! The kine, the shepherds, the abased wise. Mast all less lowly wait iX. Art Thou a King, then? Come, His Their light where fell a curse. And make a crowning for this kingly brow !— What is my word? — Each empyreal •star Sits in a sphere afar In shining ambuscade: The child-brow, crowned by none, Keeps its unchildlike shade. Sleep, sleep, my crownleis One! Unchildlike shade !—no other babe doth wear An aspect very sorrowful, as Thou.— No small babe-smiles, my watching heart has seen, To float like speech the speechless lips between; No dovelike cooing in the golden air. No quick short joys of leaping babyhood. Alas, our earthly good In heaven thought evil, seems too good for Thee: Yet, sleep, my weary One! Xi. And then the drear sharp tongue of prophecy. With the dread sense of things which shall be done, Doth smite me inly, like a sword—a sword ?— (That 'smites the Shepherd !') then, I think aloud The words 'despised,' — 'rejected,' — every word Recoiling into darkness as I view The Darling on my knee. Bright angels,—move not!—lest ye stir the cloud Betwixt my soul and His futurity! I must not die, with mother's work to do. And could not live—and see. Xtt. It is enough to bear This image still and fair— This holier in sleep. Than a saint at prayer: This aspect of a child Who never sinned or smiled— This presence in an infant's face: This sadness most like love. This love than love more deep, This weakness like omnipotence, It is so strong to move! Awful is this watching place, Awful what I see from hence— A king, without regalia, A God, without the thunder, A child, without the heart for play; Ay, a Creator rent asunder From his first glory and cast away On His own world, for me alone To hold in hands created, crying—Son! Xitt. That tear fell not on Thee Beloved, yet Thou stirrest in tby slumber! Thou, stirring not for glad sounds out of number Which through the vibratory palm trees run From summer wind and bird, MEMORY AND HOPE. Back-looking Memory out the ground: One, where the flashing of Cherubic sword Fell sad, in Eden's ward; And one, from Eden earth, within the sound Of the four rivers lapsing pleasantly, What time the promise after curse was 'Tby seed shall bruise his head.' Poor Memory's brain is wild. atmosphere When she was born. Her deep eyes shine and shone With light that conquereth sun And stars to wanner paleness year by year: With odorous gums, she mixeth things defiled: She trampleth down earth's grasses green and sweet With her far-wandering feet. itt. She plucketh many flowers, Their beauty on her bosom's coldness killing: She teacheth every melancholy sound To winds and waters round; She droppeth tears with seed where man is tilling The rugged soil in his exhausted hours: She smileth—ah me! in her smile doth go A mood of deeper woe! iv. Hope tripped on out of sight Crowned with an Eden wreath she saw not wither. And went a-nodding through the wilderness With brow that shone no less Than a sea-gull's wing, brought nearer by rough weather; ,Searching the treeless rock for fruits of light; Her fair quick feet being armed from stones and cold, By slippers of pure gold. v. Memory did Hope much wrong And, while she dreamed, her slippers stole away; But still she wended on with mirth unheeding, Although her feet were bleeding; Till Memory tracked her on a certain day, And with most evil eyes did search her long And cruelly, whereat she sank to ground In a stark deadly swound. vi. And so my Hope were slain. Had it not been that Thou wert standing near. Oh Thou, who saidest' live ' to creaftires lying In their own blood and dying! For Thou her forehead to thine heart didst rear And make its silent pulses sing again,— Pouring a new light o*er her darkened eyne. With tender tears from Thine! vtt. Therefore my Hope arose From out her swound, and gazed upon Tby face; And, meeting there that soft subduing look Which Peter's spirit shook. Sank downward in a rapture to embrace Tby pierced hands and feet with kisses close, And prayed Thee to assist her evermore To ' reach the things before.' viti. Then gavest Thou the smile Whence angel-wings thrill quick like summer lightning, Vouchsafing rest beside Thee, where she never From Love and Faith may sever; Whereat the Eden crown she saw not whitening A time ago, though whitening all the while, Reddened with life, to hear the Voice which talked To Adam as he walked. |