And the hurrying passer by, Quickened his pace as the falling mist Up through the misty air "Came the sound of the wild, coarse song, As a band of drunken, riotous youths Went noisily reeling along. A terrible sight to see! Degraded, and base, and' low; Yet trained, may be from their earliest years, Many-but ah, not all! There was one in that wild, rough band, Led in his childhood in other paths By a mother's tenderest hand. Is it gone?-can it be all gone?] Is it wasted, that tender care? Oh, Davy! the eye of thy mother at home, They passed, and the shout was gone; To what den of corruption, and vice, and sin, The mind of the wandering boy, Excited by fiery drink, Turned shrinking away from his different past, And little he cared to think. To think of the friends at home, Himself who had sunk so low! More certain than ever it seemeth to him Lower and lower still He sank as the weeks went past; Fighting and drinking,-in theft and crime,— What hope it would end at last? But still in his far-off home The mother and sister prayed, And clung to those words with a desperate grasp: "Hope, and be undismayed." To the mother at dead of night He came in her wakeful dreams, And many an hour of weeping and prayer At the window up in the thatch, Maggy, with eyelids wet, Looked out at the starlight, and sadly prayed, "Oh, Father! restore him yet!" Then, firm in her childlike trust, And sleep but to dream of his quick return, And the wintry tempests beat, And they shuddered to think of the piercing cold To the wanderer's shoeless feet. Little they knew, or dreamed, That hunger, and want, and cold Were breaking the stubborn, rebellious will, One night, it was Christmas eve,— While out in the darkness, unheard, unseen, For over the fields along, Rising and falling, and dying away, There cometh a Christmas song: "Listen to our carol, listen!— Chilly is the night: Up above us stars do glisten,- "So the star was shining, shining, "Followed, followed to the manger, To the cattle-stall, Where he lay, the heavenly Stranger, Infant weak and small. "Peace on earth, good will from heaven! Have ye, like him, all forgiven, "Hearken to our carol, hearken! ""Tis your heavenly Father's pleasure, Love ye, love ye well! Meting out love's fullest measure: Now farewell!-farewell!" Then the old man bowed his head, Hark.-hark,-hark? * Hear ye the old church-bell? With its sober voice in the silent night, The old year dies away.— A few pulsations more, And, bearing its burden of sorrow and sin, The light of the cottage hearth Shines out though the night be late, They are bending over the form Of their long-lost, wandering boy; But his death-like look and his feeble breath They will not weep, lest tears Should hinder their anxious gaze; They dare not speak, and they cannot pray;-- Poor lad! but his sunken cheeks, WAITING FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT.* NEARLY twenty years have now passed away since I became acquainted with the individual of whom I am now to speak. I was called upon to preach, in connection with other ministers of the gospel, in a large village, and during the continuance of what was denominated a protracted meeting." These meetings had this designation from the fact, that they were continued, from day to day, for several *By the Rev. Dr. Spencer, of New York. 66 successive days. At one of these meetings, I preached a sermon on the influences of the Holy Spirit. It was a time of revival in the church; and the truths of the gospel preached at such a time, when the Spirit of God. was poured out, and when people were peculiarly attentive and solemn, were not likely to be entirely forgotten, even by those who were mere hearers of the word. 66 Some months after this, as I entered the same village again, on my way from a similar meeting in an adjoining parish, I beheld a crowd of people entering the town hall. I inquired the reason, and was told there was a religious meeting there that evening." I gave my horse into the charge of the ostler, mingled with the crowd, and entered the hall. Having already preached three times that day, I was too much wearied to think of doing anything more, and therefore endeavoured to keep out of sight of the clergyman. My attempt was in vain. He discovered me, and requested me to come forward to the desk. I preached a short sermon, the people dispersed, and I went with the clergyman to his home. We were not seated, before a servant entered, and said a lady wished to see me. I immediately stepped into the hall, and a lady, about forty years of age, addressed me with evident agitation: "I beg your pardon for troubling you to-night, sir, but I cannot help it. I have longed to see you ever since you preached here in August. I have often felt that I would give anything to see you, for even five minutes. I have prayed for that privilege. And when I saw you in the town hall to-night, I was so rejoiced that I could hardly remain in my seat; and I determined to follow you when you went out, till I got a chance to speak with you." "I am very glad to see you, madam; but I suspect you I have taken all this trouble in vain." 66 Why, sir, cannot you talk with me one minute? cannot you answer me one question?" said she, her eyes overflowing with tears. "Certainly, certainly, madam; I can talk with you as long as you please to favour me with your company, and will answer any questions you choose to ask, as well as I can; but I suspect you need an aid which I cannot give you." "Sir, I want only one thing of you. I want you to tell me how I shall procure the Holy Spirit. I have wanted to ask you this question for months. If you will only tell me, I will not intrude myself upon you any longer." Entirely overcome with her emotions, my visitor wept like a child as she said this. She stood before me, trembling and weeping as if her heart would break. And as she aimed to repress her emotions, and removed her handkerchief from her eyes, the light of the hall-lamp shone full upon her face, and I was surprised at the deep solemnity and determination which appeared in one of the most intelligent and beautiful countenances that I ever beheld. At this instant the lady of the house, perceiving the nature of our conversation, invited us into a private room. My new acquaintance told me who she was, and repeated the cause of her calling upon me. I asked her some questions, and conversed with her for some minutes, for the purpose of ascertaining more exactly the state of her mind, and adapting my words accordingly. She was in middle life and married, having two children. Her husband was not a pious man; and her thoughts about her own salvation had led her to think much of his, and of the duty she owed to her children. Her first serious impressions arose from the thought, that, not being a believer, she could not dedicate her children to God or fitly train them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord. "Oh! sir," said she, (the tears streaming from her eyes, and her sensations almost choking utterance), "I would give all the world to be a Christian! I know I am a sinner, an undone sinner! I have a vile and wicked heart. I have sinned all my life! I wonder God has spared me so long!" "But he has spared you, madam, when you did not deserve it. And what has he spared you for, but that you should repent of sin and flee to Christ for pardon?" "I would repent, if I could. I want to be a Christian. But my hard, wicked heart is stronger than I! For years I have read my Bible, and struggled and prayed; and it has done me no good! I am afraid I shall be cast off for ever! God has not given me his Spirit!" "Probably your danger is greater than you think. But there is mercy in Christ for the chief of sinners. His blood cleanseth from دو "I know it, sir; I know all that from my Bible. I have read it a thousand times. But I cannot come to Christ without the Holy Spirit." |