Ah, when at last we lie with tranced breath, And Thou rememberest of what toys How weakly understood Thy great commanded good, Then, fatherly not less Than I whom Thou hast moulded from the clay, Thou 'lt leave Thy wrath, and say, "I will be sorry for their childishness." THE TWO DESERTS Not greatly mov'd with awe am I To learn that we may spy Five thousand firmaments beyond our own. The best that's known Of the heavenly bodies does them credit small. View'd close, the Moon's fair ball Is of ill objects worst, A corpse in Night's highway, naked, firescarr'd, accurst; And now they tell That the Sun is plainly seen to boil and burst Too horribly for hell. So, judging from these two, As we must do, The Universe, outside our living Earth, Was all conceiv'd in the Creator's mirth, Forecasting at the time Man's spirit deep, To make dirt cheap. Put by the Telescope ! Better without it man may see, Stretch'd awful in the hush'd midnight, The ghost of his eternity. SAY, did his sisters wonder what could In a mild, silent little Maid like thee? True Virgin lives not but does know, All mothers worship little feet, sign'd, Lay phials, scent, a novel and a Bible, With the dry sherry, and the pills prescrib'd. A gorgeous, pious, comfortable life Of all her house, and all the nation's sins, And all the sins of all the world beside, Bore as her special cross, confessing them Vicariously day by day, and then She comforted her heart, which needed it, With bric-a-brac and jelly and old wine. Beside the fire, her elbow on the mantel, And forehead resting on her finger-tips, Shading a face where sometimes loom'd a frown, And sometimes flash'd a gleam of bitter It was not noble, and despise it all, Scorning herself for being what she was, Against the wires, and sometimes sat and pin'd, But mainly peck'd her sugar, and eyed her glass, And trill'd her graver thoughts away in song. Mother and daughter-yet a childless mother, And motherless her daughter; for the world Had gash'd a chasm between, impassable, And they had nought in common, neither love, Nor hate, nor anything except a name. Yet both were of the world; and she not least Whose world was the religious one, and stretch'd A kind of isthmus 'tween the Devil and God, A slimy, oozy mud, where mandrakes grew, Ghastly, with intertwisted roots, and things Amphibious haunted, and the leathern bat Flicker'd about its twilight evermore. THE SELF-EXILED THERE came a soul to the gate of Heaven A soul that was ransom'd and forgiven, A mystic light beam'd from the face And the angels all were silent. |