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education of children! Their good proof requites all with advantage. Next to happiness in ourselves, is to be happy in a gra

cious issue.

The suit was the sons', but by the mouth of their mother. It was their best policy, to speak by her lips. Even these fishermen had already learned, craftily to fish for promotion. Ambition was not so bold in them, as to shew her own face. The envy of the suit shall thus be avoided, which could not but follow upon their personal request. If it were granted, they had what they would; if not, it was but the repulse of a woman's motion: which must needs be so much more pardonable, because it was of a mother for her sons.

It is not discommendable in parents, to seek the preferment of their children. Why may not Abraham sue for an Ishmael? So it be by lawful means, in a moderate measure, in due order, this endeavour cannot be amiss. It is the neglect of circumstances, that makes these desires sinful. Oh the madness of those parents, that care not which way they raise a house; that desire rather to leave their children great, than good; that are more ambitious to have their sons lords on earth, than kings in heaven!

Yet I commend thee, Salome, that thy first plot was to have thy sons disciples of Christ; then, after, to prefer them to the best places of that attendance. It is the true method of Divine prudence, O God, first to make our children happy with the honour of thy service, and then to endeavour their meet advancement upon earth.

The mother is but put upon this suit by her sons; their heart was in her lips. They were not so mortified by their continual conversation with Christ, hearing his heavenly doctrine, seeing his Divine carriage, but that their minds were yet roving after temporal honours. Pride is the inmost coat, which we put off last, and which we put on first. Who can wonder, to see some sparks of weak and worldly desires in their holiest teachers, when the blessed Apostles were not free from some ambitious thoughts, while they sat at the feet, yea in the bosom of their Saviour?

The near kindred, this woman could challenge of Christ, might seem to give her just colour of more familiarity; yet now that she comes upon a suit, she submits herself to the lowest gesture of suppliants. We need not be taught, that it is fit for petitioners to the great, to present their humble supplications upon their knees. O Saviour, if this woman so nearly allied to thee according to the flesh, coming but upon a temporal occasion to thee, being as then compassed about with human infirmities, adored thee ere she durst sue to thee; what reverence is enough for us, that come to thee upon spiritual suits, sitting now in the height of heavenly glory and majesty?

Say then, thou wife of Zebedee, what is it, that thou cravest of thine Omnipotent Kinsman? A certain thing. Speak out, woman; what is this certain thing, that thou cravest? How poor and weak is this supplicatory anticipation to Him, that knew thy thoughts,

ere thou utteredst them, ere thou entertainedst them! We are all in this tune; every one would have something; such, perhaps, as we are ashamed to utter. The Proud man would have a certain thing; honour in the world: the Covetous would have a certain thing too; wealth and abundance: the Malicious would have a certain thing; revenge on his enemies: the Epicure would have pleasure and long life; the Barren, children; the Wanton, beauty. Each one would be humoured in his own desire; though in variety, yea contradiction to other; though in opposition, not more to God's will, than our own good.

How this suit sticks in her teeth, and dare not freely come forth, because it is guilty of its own faultiness! What a difference there is, betwixt the prayers of faith, and the motions of self-love and infidelity! Those come forth with boldness, as knowing their own welcome, and being well assured both of their warrant and acceptation: these stand blushing at the door, not daring to appear, like to some baffled suit, conscious to its own unworthiness and just repulse. Our inordinate desires are worthy of a check: when we know that our requests are holy, we cannot come with too much

confidence to the Throne of Grace.

He, that knew all their thoughts afar off, yet, as if he had been a stranger to their purposes, asks, What wouldest thou? Our infirmities do then best shame us, when they are fetched out of our own mouths: like as our prayers also serve not, to acquaint God with our wants, but to make us the more capable of his mercies.

The suit is drawn from her. Now she must speak: Grant, that these my two sons, may sit, one on thy right hand, the other on thy left, in thy kingdom. It is hard to say, whether out of more pride or ignorance. It was as received as erroneous a conceit among the very disciples of Christ, that he should raise up a temporal king dom, over the now-tributary and beslaved people of Israel. The Romans were now their masters: their fancy was, that their Messiah should shake off this yoke, and reduce them to their former liberty. So grounded was this opinion, that the two disciples, in their walk to Emmaus, could say, We trusted it had been he, that should have delivered Israel; and when, after his resurrection, he was walking up Mount Olivet towards heaven, his very apostles could ask him, If he would now restore that long-expected kingdom. How should we mitigate our censures of our Christian brethren, if either they mistake, or know not some secondary truths of religion, when the domestic attendants of Christ, who heard him every day till the very point of his Ascension, misapprehended the chief cause of his coming into the world, and the state of his kingdom! If our charity may not bear with small faults, what do we under his name that connived at greater? Truth is as the sun; bright, in itself; yet there are many close corners, into which it never shined. O God, if thou open our hearts, we shall take in those beams: till thou do so, teach us to attend patiently for ourselves, charitably for others.

These fishermen had so much courtship to know, that the right

hand and the left of any prince were the chief places of honour. Our Saviour had said, that his twelve followers should sit upon twelve thrones, and judge the twelve tribes of Israel. This good woman would have her two sons next to his person; the prime peers of his kingdom. Every one is apt to wish the best to his own. Worldly honour is neither worth our suit, nor unworthy our acceptance. Yea, Salome, had thy mind been in heaven, hadst thou intended this desired preeminence of that celestial state of glory, yet I know not how to justify thine ambition. Wouldst thou have thy sons preferred to the father of the faithful, to the Blessed Mother of thy Saviour? That very wish were presumptuous. For me, O God, my ambition shall go so high as to be a saint in heaven, and to live as holily on earth as the best; but for precedency of heavenly honour, I do not, I dare not affect it. It is enough for me, if I may lift up my head amongst the heels of thy Blessed Ones.

The mother asks; the sons have the answer. She was but their tongue; they shall be her ears. God ever imputes the acts to the first mover, rather than to the instrument.

It was a sore check, Ye know not what ye ask. In our ordinary communication to speak idly, is sin; but in our suits to Christ, to be so inconsiderate as not to understand our own petitions, must needs be a foul offence.

As faith is the ground of our prayers, so knowledge is the ground of our faith. If we come with indigested requests, we prophane that name we invoke.

To convince their unfitness for glory, they are sent to their impotency in suffering. Are ye able to drink of the cup, whereof I shall drink; and to be baptized with the baptism, wherewith I am baptized? O Saviour, even thou, who wert one with thy Father, hast a cup of thine own. Never potion was so bitter as that, which was mixed for thee. Yea, even thy draught is stinted. It is not enough for thee to sip of this cup; thou must drink it up to the very dregs. When the vinegar and gall were tendered to thee by men, thou didst but kiss the cup; but when thy Father gave into thine hands a potion infinitely more distasteful, thou, for our health, didst drink deep of it even to the bottom, and saidst, It is finished. And can we repine at those unpleasing draughts of affliction, that are tempered for us sinful men, when we see thee, the Son of thy Father's love, thus dieted? We pledge thee, O Blessed Saviour, we pledge thee, according to our weakness, who hast begun to us in thy powerful sufferings. Only do thou enable us, after some sour faces made in our reluctation, yet at last willingly to pledge thee, in our constant sufferings for thee.

As thou must be drenched within, so must thou be baptized without. Thy baptism is not of water, but of blood; both these came from thee in thy Passion: we cannot be thine, if we partake not of both. If thou hast not grudged thy precious blood to us, well mayest thou challenge some worthless drops from us.

When they talk of thy kingdom, thou speakest of thy bitter cup,

of thy bloody baptism. Suffering is the way to reigning. Through many tribulations, must we enter into the kingdom of Heaven. There was never wedge of gold, that did not first pass the fire; there was never pure grain, that did not undergo the flail. In vain, shall we dream of our immediate passage, from the pleasures and jollity of earth to the glory of heaven. Let who will hope to walk upon roses and violets to the throne of heaven: O Saviour, let me trace thee by the track of thy blood, and by thy red steps follow thee to thine eternal rest and happiness.

I know this is no easy task; else thou hadst never said, Are ye able? Who should be able, if not they, that had been so long blessed with thy presence, informed by thy doctrine, and, as it were, beforehand possessed of their heaven in thee? Thou hadst never made them judges of their power, if thou couldst not have convinced them of their weakness. Alas, how full of feebleness is our body, and our mind of impatience! If but a bee sting our flesh, it swells; and if but a tooth ache, the head and heart complain. How small trifles make us weary of ourselves! What can we do, without thee? Without thee, what can we suffer? If thou be not, O Lord, strong in my weakness, I cannot be so much as weak; I cannot so much as be. Oh, do thou prepare me for my day, and enable me to my trials: I can do all things, through thee that strengthenest me.

The motion of the two disciples was not more full of infirmity, than their answer, We are able. Out of an eager desire of the honour, they are apt to undertake the condition. The best men may be mistaken in their own powers. Alas, poor men! when it came to the issue, they ran away; and I know not whether one without his coat. It is one thing, to suffer in speculation; another, in practice. There cannot be a worse sign, than for a man, in a carnal presumption, to vaunt of his own abilities. How justly doth God suffer that man to be foiled purposely, that he may be ashamed of his own vain self-confidence! Q God, let me ever be humbly dejected in the sense of mine own insufficiency. Let me give all the glory to thee; and take nothing to myself, but my infirmities.

O the wonderful mildness of the Son of God! He doth not rate the two disciples, either for their ambition in suing, or presumption in undertaking: but, leaving the worst, he takes the best of their answer; and, omitting their errors, encourages their good intentions; Ye shall drink indeed of my cup, and be baptized with my baptism; but to sit on my right hand and my left, is not mine to give, but to them for whom it is prepared of my Father.

I know not whether there be more mercy in the concession, or satisfaction in the denial. Were it not a high honour, to drink of thy cup, O Saviour, thou hadst not fore-promised it as a favour. I am deceived, if what thou grantest were much less, than that, which thou deniest. To pledge thee in thine own cup, is not

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much less dignity and familiarity, than to sit by thee. If we suf fer with thee, we shall also reign together with thee. What greater promotion can flesh and blood be capable of, than a conformity to the Lord of Glory? Enable thou me to drink of thy cup, and then set me where thou wilt.

But, O Saviour, while thou dignifiest them in thy grant, dost thou disparage thyself in thy denial? Not mine to give? Whose is it, if not thine? If it be thy Father's, it is thine. Thou, who art truth, hast said, I and my Father are one: yea, because thou art one with the Father, it is not thine to give to any, save those, for whom it is prepared of the Father. The Father's preparation was thine, his gift is thine; the decree of both is one. That eternal counsel is not alterable upon our vain desires. The Father gives these heavenly honours to none, but by thee; thou givest them to none, but according to the decree of thy Father. Many degrees there are of celestial happiness. Those supernal mansions are not all of a height. That Providence, which hath varied our stations upon earth, hath pre-ordered our seats above. O God, admit me within the walls of thy new Jerusalem, and place me wheresoever thou pleasest. Matthew xx.

THE TRIBUTE MONEY PAID.

ALL these other histories report the power of Christ; this shews both his power and obedience: his power over the creature; his obedience to civil powers.

Capernaum was one of his own cities. There he made his chief abode, in Peter's house; (Luke iv. 31. compared with 38:) to that host of his, therefore, do the toll-gatherers repair for the tribute. When that great disciple said, We have left all, he did not say, "We have abandoned all, or sold, or given away all: but we have left, in respect of managing, not of possession; not in respect of right, but of use and present fruition; so left, that upon just occasion we may resume; so left, that it is our due, though not our business." Doubtless, he was too wise, to give away his own, that he might borrow of a stranger. His own roof gave him shelter for the time, and his Master with him. Of him, as the householder, is the tribute required; and by and for him, is it also paid.

I inquire not, either into the occasion, or the sum. What need we make this exaction sacrilegious? as if that half-shekel, which was appointed by God to be paid by every Israelite to the use of the Tabernacle and Temple, were now diverted to the Roman Exchequer. There was no necessity, that the Roman lords should be tied to the Jewish reckonings. It was free for them, to impose what payments they pleased upon a subdued people. When great Augustus commanded the world to be taxed, this rate was set.

The mannerly collectors demand it first of him, with whom they might be more bold; Doth not your Master pay tribute? All

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