Voice only fails, else how distinct they say, "Grieve not, my child; chase all thy fears away!" The meek intelligence of those dear eyes same. Faithful remembrancer of one so dear, But gladly, as the precept were her own; Say, wast thou conscious of the tears I shed? Perhaps thou gav'st me, though unfelt, a kiss; Perhaps a tear, if souls can weep in bliss- And, turning from my nursery window, drew A long, long sigh, and wept a last adieu. But was it such? It was. Where thou art gone, Adieus and farewells are a sound unknown. May I but meet thee on that peaceful shore, The parting words shall pass my lips no more! Thy maidens, grieved themselves at my con cern, Oft gave me promise of thy quick return; Where once we dwelt our name is heard no more, Children not thine have trod my nursery floor; And where the gardener Robin, day by day, own. Short-lived possession! but the record fair, Still outlives many a storm that has effaced All this, and, more endearing still than all, That humor interposed too often makes, Could Time, his flight reversed, restore When, playing with thy vesture's tissued flowers, The violet, the pink, and jessamine, I pricked them into paper with a pin, Wouldst softly speak, and stroke my head, L Could those few pleasant days again appear, Might one wish bring them, would I wish them here? I would not trust my heart, the dear delight Seems so to be desired, perhaps I might. But no, what here we call our life is such, So little to be loved, and thou so much, That I should ill requite thee to constrain, Thy unbound spirit into bonds again. Thou, as a gallant bark from albion's coast (The storms all weathered and the ocean crossed) Shoots into port at some well-havened isle, Where spices breathe and brighter seasons smile; There sits quiescent on the floods, that show Her beauteous form reflected clear below, While airs impregnated with incense play Around her, fanning light her streamers gay, So thou, with sails how swift! hast reached the shore, Where tempests never beat, nor billows roar ; And thy loved consort, on the dangerous tide Of life, long since has anchored by thy side. But me, scarce hoping to attain that rest, Always from port withheld, always distressed, Me howling blasts drive devious, tempesttossed, Sails ripped, seams opening wide, and compass lost; And day by day some current's thwarting force Sets me more distant from a prosperous course. Yet O, the thought that thou art safe, and he! That thought is joy, arrive what may to me. My boast is not that I deduce my birth From loins enthroned, and rulers of the earth; But higher far my proud pretensions rise, – The son of parents passed into the skies. And now farewell!-Time, unrevoked, has run His wonted course, yet what I wished is done. By contemplation's help, not sought in vain, I seem to have lived my childhood o'er again, To have renewed the joys that once were mine |